you took it all
Yet it wasn’t enough
I recall you weeping when a chicken was killed
When we trouble the cats, you picked a fight with us
Such was your love, and value for all things breathing
Now I realise it was a lie
You made us criminals of guilt
And killed us for your crime.
How we’re we supposed to know
To understand, you never shared,
You never cared
What led you to this
We seemed happy that night
I need to know how you felt taking those cold steps
Did your breath change
Did you think of us
Mom cries all night and as for dad, his married to the bottle
Like a train set off on the wrong course,
We were for two years lost in it.
Searching for an unknown killer
Turns out you pulled the trigger…
The closure we sought for, brought us guilt,
Confusion and unanswered questions
When you jumped, we caught you didn’t we?
When you joked, we laughed
And when you hurt, we were sad.
So why couldn’t you share with us the burdern of your heart
Everyday now breeds a new fear
The scars you see, are caused by you
My tears all dried up
Every knife triggers me to end it too
The darkness I’ve come to know is depressing
I find my self counting the cracks on walls wishing I asked what you were going through.
Now, I’m left with the bloodstains and imagery of your broken body as you somasulted from the bullet wound plunched by your own hand.
Sucide is real, and deadly contagious. This life we live, isnt a movie so don’t end it. No matter the headache life throws at you,you are tougher than that. people often say when life shows you pepper, make pepper soup from it. It gets better from hence on. 😊YOLO(you only live once)